I think the pregnancy hormones are getting the best of me. I should be so excited, tomorrow is my baby shower!!! However, I am very blue, very frustrated, and very ready to give up. You may have seen the facebook posts about the flooding in our spare bedroom, the one that is set to become the nursery. I feel like at this point my nursery should be done. We have a crib (sitting in pieces in our storage room) that was almost ruined by the water damage but no other furniture...not a thing. I keep feeling like this baby will come and we won't be ready. My house is filled with all the junk we were storing in that room (which admittedly we had to clean out eventually) but it is depressing sitting among so much crap.
I can celebrate completing my first week of school successfully and loving my students but of course I couldn't get through the week without a parent asking when I was due and replying "oh my god, are you serious?" Really, is this necessary? I already feel like an elephant is gestating inside of me and look like it too (my back and stretch marks agree). Dr. Crum says my blood pressure is a little high and I'm anxiously awaiting the results of my glucose test. My silver lining is very thin and I just feel bummed. I'm hoping I can attribute my up and down emotions to the raging hormones and not me just losing my sanity.
Sigh, it's not always fun being pregnant.
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